Me about a month ago
T’was a strange colour hair… under indoor light it’d look greenish
and under sunlight greyish
why are language teachers of our dept so nosy and bitchy
is it because they’re old??? they think they are counsellors or sth and pick on your behavior and ppl’s way of doing things and shit and think they are the essential guidances of your life pssssssssssssh you’re just a language teacher you’re not teaching philosophy or literature so just shove us some language knowledge and go home
do you even know me? that shitstorm i stirred up at the end of last semester wasn’t even about you or your fucking class. you keep emphasising i can’t take hold of the pressure your class gives psssssssssssh honestly i actually liked your class and it was actually one of the least-pressure classes i’ve taken that time. and you said, in front of the whole class, that my parents spoiled me. i’ve been buying my own shit, including electronic products with my own money for years, i earn my own allowance, and i do ALL, yes ALL, not even exaggerating, ALL the house chores. do you even know me??
anyway this bitch decided to completely ignore me in her class, even though my fucking name’s on the fucking roster. mkay
I feel like my mental age is decreasing these days
I’ve been acting so childlike recently
Took a 30-minute nap and had two dreams
My ex was in the first one. I’ve never dreamt of him before, this was the first time. Anyway he just got out from a room and I got out from another room—it felt like we just woke up and were ready to start a new day… what, were we like housemates in that dream???—and we saw each other. We clearly knew that we’ve broken up already, but he greeted me with a friendly “hey hey”. Then we passed each other and continued with our own business.
A little while later he asked me did I have any shaving razors, so I gave him one of my gillette daisies.
The next dream was two college friends and I going to a bar after a party at a night club (bar after clubbing is quite unusual to me haha). We took a cab but the driver was very rude and disrespectful, so we told him to just stop in the middle of the road and we went into a cafe/restaurant nearby. The cab driver wouldn’t drive away after we got off and continued to fuck around outside the cafe. The manager of the cafe even walked to him to tell him to leave. But he still wouldn’t. In the end they called the police.
Went to plur to party and there was a guy I was quite attracted to but I think he’s gay
Really he stood there most of the time looking kind of bored but once he finally started to dance he danced close with another guy and was totally enjoying it
When a girl started to grind on him he looked super uninterested
Ugh doesn’t have to be someone I fall in love with. For even people I sort of fancy they all either have a perfect s/o already or they are not interested in girls.
ugh about a year has passed and Rooney Mara still makes me lose my underwear